Experience – My Connection With Yogis. Guruji lots of things happened in these 2 years. My father was going to die, so I had to donate 30 years of my life for his life.
I had used Gurumantra and Sanjeevani Kriya (taught by trigata guruji) to use my energy. In that process, I got an understanding of how sanjivani vidya works. It's no joke, it's giving our own prana to someone in a huge amount. It is just like donating pure blood.
My Connection With Yogis
In that difficult phase, guruji Nikhileswarananda was assigned a task to understand his elder gurubhrata. An adbhuta. I studied the biological aspect of yoga with him. From him I got clarity about deha siddhi, bajra kaya, sunya kaya, Maya. He showed me by giving energy and his memory to me.
These avadhutas are true yogis, almost impossible to kill. Our Guruparampara has yogis who mastered sunyakaya, which means immortality. Deha Vidya is an advanced form of yoga, where gurus cut their bodies and then join them in front of the disciple. This is the immortal nature of the soul. Their body, mind, and soul are one.
I have investigated and found this:-
The funny thing is we humans are neither male nor female. We are both physically. Siddha doesn't have sexual organs, it's flat. I have seen breasts on the left side of our elder gurus of siddhashram. Their left and right are different.
The body glows like the golden sun from time to time. Eyeballs are a little white with a golden glow in the dark. They say the earth and objects are flat to their physical eyes. Only energy and its flow. Fingers are longer than normal humans.
All chakra or glands appear in front of the body. It swells on every part of the body. Even guruji Nikhileswarananda has this. Only a few gurus have long ears.
I realized that guruji and guruma are many. Anybody in our tradition who is elder and more knowledgeable and stronger than us are our guru and gurumas. There is no single guru. We are exposed to a huge lineage, where many Siddhas are present.
Lord Nikhileswarananda is one of those 100s. There are even stronger yogis than Nikhileswarananda, his elder gurubhratas. He is younger compared to them. He himself says this to me all the time.
I just want to be like them. The desire is strong. That is life, human society is too weak to understand them. I need too much hard work and pure heart. Once one of my gurujis said- If I destroy your body in a second, who is stronger.
No matter how powerful you are in your society if your body can be destroyed so easily your life is useless. I have met REAL MEN in our tradition, Who play with death and enjoy the secrets of the universe by using their bodies. They are my HERO.
With love
Sidha
